scope2her

Tue, 27 May 2008 06:15:44 GMT

Sup baby cakes! I want to make love in this club. In this club. In this club.

HM>>>>

Tue, 24 May 2005 02:50:18 GMT

ohh man.. i just read all the nonsense written by me.. its be so long.
Its strange. How we all change over time.

NOnsense to heads with minds that wont play

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 01:15:05 GMT

I have not typed here in a while.. Well today, was a normal school day, I couldnt drive cause my mom was being a fucking dick.. so when it came time for lunch , my gf and i had to stay at school along with some friends... WEll yeah.. than , so school was boring, i think im gonna fail math and french because i ditcht those clases a lot... so yea... Hopefully I wont. I would have to take summer school and i hate that... me and my friends also started a band ,.. but we dont have a name yet... we havent been played as a group yet so we pretty much suck more than avril right now( sucking more then avril means you must be worse then shit).... well yea... Today is a boring day for the most part... I realized that i dont hang out with my old friends anymore and that sometimes there is actually nothing to do.... I hate it... I have to start going out again like a used , just a little.....

REd bride...

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 05:10:02 GMT

Ok.. time has passed after i last wrote in here....

so whats new.. not very much.. i should be getting a license soon...

but besides that.. its all boring... (my girlfriends is very fun, but thats about the only fun there is )

Do you think, he'd be better , doing what, i do best..

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 04:49:06 GMT

well, yeah, the new tbs cd.. reallly good...... good thinking and good lyrics..

Gentlemen, we dont ask questions, we just keep quiet and pay attention.

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 04:43:40 GMT

Yeah, its a bit since I typed in here.. today... we hung out at school and well yeah. Schools back stronger then ever, with the classes getting harder.. but yeah, its not so bad, I get to hang with more and new kids... ye...... later..

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 09:52:52 GMT

O.k. so everything is going alright, im getting back into my skating but I got a little hurt. Now my heel and my knee hurts like a motha! Well yeah. My gf probably wont be able to hang out tomorrow so that sucks. Yeah, also, school is to start soon. such a fucking bitch, I dont want to go back.
But yea. I love my girlfriend so much.. so yeah. . Hold your guns we dont need them for tonight.

Were gonna die like this you know? Misereable and old.

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 16:37:09 GMT

WEll, 9 oclock and the day just started, but. Its just gonna suck after this. a couple of days to come before school starts. And yea, why cant everyone just catch a decease so they can close the schools down for a bit?
Shit, well yeah. La la la la la la la. Yeah, I really want to go to a show or a party right about now. Yeah......But yeah, everything seems like its just gonna start sucking starting today. Does anyone have tips on what to do so your days dont end up ending so stupid? O.k....

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 06:28:01 GMT

Forget everything i said...What the fuck is going on..... im done dealing with lots of shit thats been going on... Lots of things to do... and lots of things that are gonna go to hell for all i care......But I think sometimes people are just too different. I need someone to seriously shoot me.. love does hurt....

Well, good again

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 13:53:49 GMT

Well lately its been going really good, everything is fine and great.Me and my girlfriend have been hanging out because shes not grounded anymore. And thats perfect, man, school will start soon. Not great at all. NOT AT ALL. I hate it. I get to be a junio, and its great that I get to spend time with my gf. Shes just so perfect to me. Well, yeah. heres a pic of her.. Look at her sexiness. hahaha. whoever reads this is welcomed to reply to tell her how cute she is because she dosent think she is.

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 11:00:08 GMT

Ever wanted something really bad. But you know you cant have it? yeah, i think everyone has. Yeah, sometimes a taste of something leaves you wanting more and you cant seem to find a solution. You just want it. Hold it close to you without letting go. But to my opinion,its good that you only get to have it for that short time. Because other wise youde be getting what you want and that would probably get boring. You think it wont. but in the distanced shot, it would... So yeah.... If anyone has a gun, lucky you, you get to shoot away.

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 09:45:06 GMT

Bad things happen without cause, too many of them so far... But we cant have regrets because we do stuff because we want to, and If we are too look back, its something that you wished for. Too many bottles go to waste in you thrashing, your head and your actions, but sometimes we control them and we know what we are doing... sometimes people wish they didnt when they really did, yes im weird. Ill put a price on my head. Shoot to fucking kill............

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 11:01:43 GMT

yeah, well today sucked, my girlfriend got in trouble becuase of something stupid i did, we went to hang out with her at 3 o clock , and her parents probably though we were doing something bad, but now i feel like shit, damn it, im really stupid, so yeah, im really sorry , damn it.........im gonna drown for a while.........

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 11:15:52 GMT

Yeah, Today was really cool, my girlfriend got back, and we hung out, it was fun, yep...... Then after that, I was a dick and i scared her cause they was lightning and rain outside, and i was telling her scary stories, and so i ended up having to walk over there so she would forget about the bad thoughts, i hoped it work, now i have dog in my back yard that we found earlier on... so yeah....... cheers to the people who are awake...

Song I just made up..........

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 10:20:34 GMT

Well, yeah, today i hung out with phil and nick in the morning, like at 2 because thats when i woke up,then my gf came over, thats always fun, then we ended up going to the movies... And the movie sucked,King aurthur my ass, that guy faked it!
WEll yeah,then we came back and nick,his gf, and witch bitch were hanging out...but witch bitch wasent being mean.. weird...
then i got to talk on the phone with megan, who i love so much.....and now i cant wait untill tomorrow, its gonna be fun, philips bday party at gameworks but before that, i get to hang with my gf, megan...! ohh yeah, i made up a song , so yeah,, it probably sucks but yea.......

Well, coming to my mind, 2 nights,
your as high as paper kites..
unload the barrel, wont you pull the trigger?
Your lipstick bag is named regrets...

WONT YOU SAY SO......yourself
WONT YOU SAY GOODNIGHT...
as we stand so tall...
but we crash so hard..

Now the blade, its to my head and you........
though it as a trick(to keep me entertained)
never really quite guessed
(the blood would run)
from my chest, the knife, to your fingers...

WONT YOU SAY SO...... YOURSELF..
WONT YOU SAY GOODNIGHT.
If we fly so high..
will we crush so hard..

WONT YOU SAY SO......yourself
WONT YOU SAY GOODNIGHT...
as we stand so tall...
but we crash so hard..

WONT YOU SAY SO...... YOURSELF..
WONT YOU SAY GOODNIGHT.
If we fly so high..
will we crush so hard..

A different story of the ring around the rosie..
the dot of blood was made from you....
(you can think the worse, you shot the bullet and yes it froze the time and....)
the bullets crying as it enters my heart...
Its in your hands, I never thought i'd die like this....

A different story of the ring around the rosie..
the dot of blood was made from you....
(you can think the worse, you shot the bullet and yes it froze the time and....)
the bullets crying as it enters my heart...
Its in your hands, I never thought i'd die like this....

A different story of the ring around the rosie..
the dot of blood was made from you....
(you can think the worse, you shot the bullet and yes it froze the time and....)
the bullets crying as it enters my heart...
Its in your hands, I never thought i'd die like this....

Last song......

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 11:33:15 GMT

In the field of..
a never ending fire...
lies a dark smoked sky..
with a memory thats turning black.....

Just drop the idea
before it crushes class,
slowly......
workig its way
to the entrance of our homes...

Now the birds,
alone they will fly,
into this open fire...

Ive been running,
every one, in sniper sight,
has a different opinion
to counter the open fire..
different ways,
different ways,
to put an end to this paranoia....

Get distant, before......
the light hits the ground,
while it only aids,
the field of the never ending fire...

Shut the door,
Shut the window
And in the corridor,
where fists once flew,
will be crushed like my heart,
but no tears,
but no tears,
Shut the door,
Shut the window

The temperature increases,
On this winter night,
before now, please bring me down !!!
I am too late..
Ill stand and see,
If the fear in my head, Is as bad as this nightmare....
Lets go.....
Not quit, but what a horrid let down,
Not quit, but what a horrid let down,
Not quit, but what a horrid let down,
Not quit, but what a horrid let down,
Not quit, but what a horrid let down,
Not quit, but what a horrid let down,
Not quit, but what a horrid let down,

still bored, and this is like a song i made up, for laughts a long time ago

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 11:21:46 GMT

And if you think about,
its not really a sin,
god was feeling rice,
while he was eating rice, with some chinnesse chick,
yes he sent his herbs, so we could be happy
come to think about
some chinesse chicks are hot...

And if smocking, happy makers,
Is such a bad sin, as
the molestor church member just mentioned
once the sin is you
laught at the world
as spins around , crashing down the sun
is an easy trick, to perform

Then come at the end,
of it all
I come to remember
that im fucking straight edge,
bad luck, ill be having everything wrong........

another song...

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 11:12:06 GMT

I remember last nights nightmare,
couldnt wake without the shaky body,
spinning in a daze,( so scared, so full of paranoia,)
holding empty bottles ,( so close, so tight into my chest)

Then yes, I met you, so nice so sweat,
please dont cry tonight,
you make me smile,
I have found something(inside of me)
Not to let you go, (is my fact not fiction)

The dead body(has dissapeared)
and the ghostly shadows(have given up)
No more nights of hate and dying drowned....
(all signs point to you,youve stoped the pain)

The porcelain doll,(that used to haunt)
with her every move(some deadly features)
dosent move again(to the rythm of a fright)

Ive seem to lost myself in your eyes for tonight,
come tomorrow, I cant, cant hold my breath,
I am here traped in your eyes,
Yes it seems like refuge.....

Ive seem to lost myself in your eyes for tonight,
come tomorrow, I cant, cant hold my breath,
I am here traped in your eyes,
Yes it seems like refuge.....

The dead body(has dissapeared)
The porcelain doll,(that used to haunt)
I have found something(inside of me)
everything about,( your every move)
yes it brings the best in me

Now the one who pulled the trigger,( so fast, so soon,)
it was me, ( Guess what?
underneath my sheets( lays what ive just shot,)
no more physcho, for you or I , tonight.....

Taking back sunday new song!

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 10:53:40 GMT

Well, that's more sweet, so delicate
It used to be this dying breed
Well I've got a bad feeling about this
I've got a bad feeling about this

I kept still until the long drive home
You slept safe and close to the window...
Well, I've got a bad feeling about this
I've got a bad feeling about...

You used to say you'll have to go (I could go all night)
Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...)
To hell with you and all your friends
To hell with you and all your friends, it's on

Well thats more sure than porcelain
You're skin and bones, I'm a nervous wreck
Well I've got a bad feeling about this (because of this)
I've got a bad feeling about this

You kept still until the long drive home
You slept safe and close to the window
Well I've got a bad feeling about this
I've got a bad feeling about...

You used to say you'll have to go (I could go all night)
Well, say you'll have to go (I could go all...)
To hell with you and all your friends
To hell with you and all your friends, it's on

Well I got a bad feeling about this (what is this for?)
I got a bad feeling about...

Anyone will do tonight
Anyone will do tonight
Close your eyes, just settle, settle
Close your eyes, just settle, settle
Anyone will do tonight
Anyone will do tonight
Close your eyes, just settle, settle
Close your eyes, just settle, settle
Anyone (anyone) will do tonight
Anyone (anyone) will do tonight
Close your eyes, just settle, settle
Close your eyes, just settle, settle

Well I got a bad feeling about this,
I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on).
I'm coming over but it never was enough
I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you
Well I got a bad feeling about this
I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on)
I'm coming over but it never was enough
I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you
Well I got a bad feeling about this
I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on)
I'm coming over but it never was enough,
I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you
Well I got a bad feeling about this,
I got a bad feeling about this (in you...).
I'm coming over but it never was enough,
I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you
Well I got a bad feeling about this,
I got a bad feeling about this (in you...).
I'm coming over but it never was enough
I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you
I got a bad feeling about this,
I got a bad feeling about this,
I got a bad feeling about this (in you, in...)
I got a bad feeling about this (you, in...)
I got a bad feeling about this (you, in...)
I got a bad feeling about this (you, in...)
I got it bad (you)
I got it bad
I got it bad
I got it bad
I got it bad
I got it bad

bored so here is a song........

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 10:24:28 GMT

Now we fall,
a slow death
to a straight sign
that never seemed to good
It always bled black.....

A trigger in hand,
X-killer,
were both the beholder...

Show me how,
to do that trick,
a gallery that
proves everything and everyone wrong.....

A trigger in hand
X-killer, were both the beholder

NOW! the clock is going, againts intself, counterclock wise, it rotates, a weird reception for the radio station, its about to make your ears bleed, yet it dosent mater,

Im lost, the middle of your eyes, and my heart screams murder! you control my every though, now comes a minute that last forever.....

Now, a trigger at my hand,
X-killer ive becomed,
death to it, we said.........

Yep

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 10:08:14 GMT

So everything is going good, Today I hung out with my girlfriend and it was lots of fun,Ive layed down on the skating for a while, I was hoping to not miss it, but something inside me begs to come out, I have to skate, or ill go crazy........The hard bruises, the landings and the weird feeling you get when you know you fucked up badly and your about to give the side of your ass a souvenir are begging for me to come back.............. So Ill wait , and then its back to killing myself, everyday with my friends on the streets, of course, im gonna skate early in the morning. there is no way im taking a break from my gf, I love her too much to not see her...... Yep im really in love with her........ Shes my dreamgirl!

Back

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 09:20:50 GMT

I havent typed in a while, but yeah, everything is going good and things fix themselves, new band that kicks ass is rufio, theyre fucking rad.......
But taking back sunday cant be replaced, shit.... their new cd is going to kick ass, Thursday kicks ass too! It would be cool if Tbs and thursday joined! and they were tbt Taking back thursday.! that would be the best band in the world!

To you

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 10:08:00 GMT

And to everyone that sleeps on this hour which lays 3:02 damaged cells to you.... because i stay awake and it sucks, why would you go to sleep, I mean, shit, seriously......hahahha i should be going to sleep............

BORED TO DEATH AND FEELING LIKE CRAP

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 22:18:01 GMT

Alright, its fourth of july and I feel like shit, I dont know if it was the seizure or what but Im really not feeling good at all, my body feels all weak and feels like im just going to pass out, and to make it worse, im probably gonna have a crappy day because for once, I have nothing to do, well I do, but it will probably end up being with my friend philip just like going somewhere boring.....So it sucks... no one else can hang out today, well, to whoever reads this, Happy 4th of July, have a great one, cause I probably wont.....

Yeah, and for some reason my computer is doing weird things and making the pics come out weird..... fun....

This is what is bugging me...

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 09:37:11 GMT

Alright, So many things got to my head today, but mainly it was my friend Nick and his girlfriend. I went over to talk to him and he was on the phone with her. And he asked me what was up and I said nothing,(Nick is 13 and he recently had sex with his girlfriend so he thinks hes the shit) Right away he asked me what me and my girlfriend have done, and I told him that we just make out because we arent in need to hurry with shit like that right now... and he started saying how he dosent get that and his girlfriend did the same, she was on speaker on the phone...(bitch) Then nick asked me how come I havent "touched her yet" and I told him the truth, she has morals and she wont let me. Then he started laughing his ass off at me, and I just felt like beating the shit out him, then his girlfriend said that it was two things that might be happening, that my girlfriend just dosent love me so shes not trusting me with that, or that my girlfriend just likes some other guy and thats why the situation is like that. And Im really pissed off at those comments. Every girl has different morals and rules about that kind of stuff, its not my fault nick happens to have a girl that dosent have any and lets him do whatever he wants with her. I guess I just let that go to my head.... and it gave me lots of bad thoughs, I had a bad seizure and passed out and almost died, but I guess my girlfriends call made my mom come into my room and she stoped me from chocking on my saliva.... yeah....It was funny, through half of it, i had a weird dream that my gf kept smacking me, ive had that dream for the longest time now and it wont leave my head....